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…It’s in the stars, in the sun, it’s everywhere and everyone and we will be, everyday, from now on, from now on, we are one, its amazing…

After a bad weekend where I nearly gave all this up, I’ve settled and am back in the swing of things with a few new ideas, still nothing solid yet though, still got Web and Faith to fall back on when the time comes. And of course Butterfly. Yet at the moment I feel in the mood for new things, going to a place I’ve never been and experiencing different parts that havn’t touched me before. Got two ideas on the go right now, but thats nothing new, see if either of them can make it into the shortlist of ideas that become realised!

Take the risk…

…Who knows, magic could happen…

The sun has gone below me and everything is bathed in a greeny-blue light, the sky is completely clear and even the flowers have stopped dancing. This world is going to sleep. And I hope its you.

The world sits at the bottom of the sea, or so it seems and everything feels pretty good. I’ve sorted my worries and now I feel whole, which I haven’t felt in a long time and things are getting better.

Then you made me smile. Thank you.

Some films are just special. Not for the quality of filming, not for the quality of acting, but for the message they send out. This morning I was lucky enough to see Once which I was very impressed by. The two main characters “Guy” and “Girl” were played by real life lovers and musicians Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova, and the story is so similar to how life could be for me, that I hope that when everything falls together, that it at least happens the way this film does

…I don’t know you, but I want you, all the more for that…

One thing it made me realise was that I don’t have the ability to make music like that, I’m not technically good enough to write that, but its good that I know that, because now I can go on and improve myself in time for the night when the stars will leave the sky.

…”I cant wait forever”, is all that you said, before you stood up, you won’t disappoint me, I can do that myself, but I’m glad that you’ve come, but if you don’t mind leaving, leave, and free yourself at the same time, leave, leave, I understand, you’ve already gone…

I walked down the woods and saw my life in a paper boat flying down the river, sailing into the unknown and I wondered to myself, am I alone on that boat or is there someone by my side. It’s so beautiful down there, you’d love it.

…And if you have something to say, you better say it now, cuz this is what you’ve waited for, a chance to even up the score, and as these shadows fall on me, I will somehow, say it back to you…

…She’s got a place within the woods, where she swings near the house in the trees, and she’s got a way with the animals and invites me along to get free…

The weather is bad, every time I try to go to the woods it starts to rain. Maybe its a sign, maybe its the opposite. A test. It could be just a obstacle to jump over to get what I want. And I really want what I want. I want to swing in the trees, hand in hand, finding out what freedom feels like. Is she even there? Or is it all in my mind? I’ll find out one day. When the time is right, she’ll be there. I know that.

…And he’s got a way of lingering, like a ghost that just won’t go away, and he’s got a place within the wind, he’s around but I know he won’t stay…

I don’t know who he is yet, but he will enter this frame sooner or later, and he will pull at the sides and throw everything up in the air, but in the end I’ll win, because I’m meant to. Its just the way its going to be.

…There’s an army of stars that crash the night, they burn him but still it is cold, so we dared the God’s to come and sit and talk with us, we were bruised, we were screwed, we were bold…

Imagine that, as we will. The time is going to happen one day. The stage has been set, the pieces are falling into place. Bring on the miracles. This time I won’t let it die so easily, this time magic will happen and it will be more than just me who witnesses it. Come on the future!

…Because we’ve never been to this place before, no not as it is right now, and we may never know what this night is for, so for now we will just sit around…

 

…Yeah for now, we’ll just…

 

…Sit around…